krystalamber2009

I live through another dark day Where darkness never fades away I cry alone and wonder why Why shouldn't I just die Make the world forget me and Pass me by, my life so bland I want nothing more than to help But i couldn't help myself Just holding on to air I fall Before I pull the trigger I stall Then all the pain goes away That darkness is here to stay What i left behind was more then tears It was sadness and unspoken fears Knowing I was hurting those I held dear A step forward to eternal rest Always fell short of the best Just waiting for a hand to hold Hoping my story is never told I no longer can hide from myself My h